Frustrated
By: Erin Elizabeth Casey
I can’t
focus today
It’s so
annoying because I know the right way
The way to a
future
The way to
joy
The way to
loving myself
The way to
peace with my body
The way to
becoming the me I want to be
But my
vision is clouded
By
depression
By obsession
By
aggression too
What to do
is the question
To become
who I am
Without
falling for some scam
Seems to be
not viable
Because we
all know the world is unreliable
So maybe my
focus today must shift
Before I
begin to once again drift
Down the
stream of my disease
Where I am
not standing, but often on my knees
My focus
must be on health
Doing my
best
Remaining in
God
Even when it
feels odd
This really
really is frustrating right now, here as I sit
But I guess
half the battle is being willing to admit
I’m still
working on recovery
And
sometimes that takes rediscovery
Of things I
knew before
And need to
remember once more
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